Yeah, I can tell. I haven't done a thing worth placing here in dA for ages. Only logging in, check if there's any messages or new stuff done by other people, etc. Well, it's kind of a thing to do every day, it's not boring either, and well, it's rather refreshing to see what other people have been doing when you're not really being productive. Anyone goes through that more than once, for sure.

Other than that, meh. Life is the same as always, lol. See you guys around then, and I really need to stop being such a lazy bum, in here, that is. : <

Ah, beginning of October, Autumn's coming to a close and, crap, classes started, this Monday. It wasn't at all bad, but the last one seemed like it lasted for like.. 4 hours instead of two. End of the day, up since 6 am, god, I was completely burnt down, mentally speaking. And then there's the public transportations completely crammed with people, almost no space to move, geez. The whole nightmare has begun for another year. Thankfully everything's been going smoothly so far and I hope they stay that way till the end of the school year. I don't care what happens then, be it anything that can happen, I just don't care! Yay!

University life is so effing stressing, I tell you. I want to go back to when classes were all about fun, pity that can't happen, eh. Anyways, Tuesdays are pretty muc my day 'off', so I can relax some. Oh, and I passed my driving code exam! Starting the real driving lessons this Friday, I just can't wait to screw up something. |: Going to be fun when I finally get my driver's license, keke. I've already got a car and everything.

I should be in bed, right now. Classes at 10 am tomorrow, but I felt compelled onto writing something here, as if anyone even read this, that I know of. Prolly doing this just for some piece of mind or stuff. Besides, can't shake the feeling that something's not going quite right with a person I know. She may have left me, but you can't blame a guy for caring about her still, right? Right, I guess. Everyone makes mistakes.

Cheers, Saki~

Been a while since I last posted anything here. I'll be honest and say that I've been neglecting dA a bit these last days and the month that has gone by, that being August. Holidays are pretty much coming to an end and uni 2nd year starts about next week on the 15th, I think. Worse come to worse, I think things are going a little better now than they were about mid-late August. A certain event totally brough my 2-week vacations downwards from that day onwards, but oh well, shit happens, ain't that right?

Anyways, enough of bringing up sad memories to this post, I shouldn't really leave myself onto that crap, even tho, I know it'll come up again, like always. x; Right, so, I've been over to my university about twice before the start of the new year, had to fill in the papers and stuff, and for my utter surprise, my schedule so fucking rocks that I still can't believe it. I mean, I got one tuesday off in the first semester and, get this, a friday in the second semester. Awesome right? The only down part of this are my mondays being full of classes with no breaks inbetween. Gotta figure a way to handle through 3 classes one after another. I saw some of my classmates from last year, some didn't even remember my face at all, lolz (not my fault that I changed a bit, lul). Well, I did stop going to classes after a while, lawl. But that's not gonna happen this year, haha.

What else.. ah, right. Need to study for the driving code exam. : < I really don't feel like sitting in front of the laptop and stare at the screen, doing lame 30 question tests. It's boooring, but I gotta start doing it today, I don't want to end up failing it right before my classes start, that'd just suck so bad. Plus, I want to start driving. That's so going to help me at another time of my life, not right now, tho. Lisbon's like a hell for cars, you're stuck in a jam for like 30 minutes or even more if you're out of luck, so, baw. Public transportation's by far best.

God, I'm hungry. :< Rawwr. Anyways, I got a huge idea yesterday when I was on the back way home in the train, I just hope I can write it down now. I pretty much remembered one of the first Role Plays that I got me into it and thought about it's concept. Sure, alright, it was some Vampire Vs. Werewolf crap, but when I think about it, it's not that bad. Werewolfs are gone tho. Urban Myths that aren't really myths in this story, mix some CSI-like elements plus some underground conflict and bingo, you've got some great stuff to write, I hope. At least it felt like that to me. x; Now I just need to grab myself some free time, and type it all doooown and place it here. Getting a prologue/1st Chapter done is more difficult than doing the rest, believe me. It always is, the rest just flows out when the first part's done.

Alright, that's done. Crap, I thought I had something more to type here.. Well, if I happen to remember it, I'll just edit again. XD

So, yeah, so much for wanting to make a journal post before July. I pretty much just went 'to hell with it, I'll post one when I feel like it', which is about now and all, lol. Anyways, before the end of June, I got myself a PSP with Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII and after.. let's see 2 or 3 weeks of alternating between Monster Hunter Freedom 2 and Crisis Core, I've finally cleared Core's story (Some spoilers to follow, read at your own discrection). Geez, the one thing that got me with about a tear on the corner of my eyes were just as Zack was about to die, the only one thing that he cared about was just to see Aerith again, even if he had to go through an Army of Shinra Infantryman, which he did, but then fell and placed everything in poor Cloud's hands who was still affected by mako addiction (and by the way, Cloud seemed like a wuss in this game, it actually makes me wonder how the hell he managed to succeed in the original game). Still, I actually felt bad for Zack, he's one of the best characters within the FFVII universe and was about the least explored, up until now. What still bugs me is how Genesis comes into play, as there's no mentioning of him nor Angeal, in the main game. And yet, there's a Genesis Ending in Dirge Of Cerberus, which leaves so many things open. I smell that there's going to be some sequel whenever they'd feel like doing it. At least, don't give me some half-decent half-crap TPS like DoC, I liked it, but god, was it frustrating. I'd like a mind-blowing game like the original. Anyways, I'm going through a second playthrough in Crisis Core, I felt that I missed quite a lot of stuff.

Anyways, enough of games, I feel like bad enough about wasting most of my time on them, but what the hell, it's not my fault that they're a form of entertainment, an addicting one at best. Oh wellz. Alright then, Summer has officially started, as well as vacations. Well, honestly, my vacations started around May, but who cares, this is when it originally starts. Anyways, the days have been like, scorching hot with temperatures around like.. 40º Celsius. It almost feels like hell, but there are hotter places around the globe, so I can't really complain. The nights are cool, and I just feel like spending them outside. It's neither hot nor cold, just plain perfect.

Lol, another thing I just remember, my brother went to Switzerland/France about two weeks ago. And, I gotta be honest, the house felt pretty empty during the weekend.. There was something missing, it was just like, too quiet. Well, anyways, I'm glad he had a wonderful time back there, with the exception of him not being a saint and doing every other kind of shit in the hotel. That's just so like him. Another bit, I've been like home alone these last 2 days, up till this Sunday. And heck, lol. My room's empty most of the day, as me and my brother have the living room all for ourselves! It feels like it changed into a gaming room, the only thing that's missing is a PS3, since my PS2 is pretty much dying. I can't say it's been fun or boring, as it's mostly inbetween. But, honestly, my sleeping schedule is completely mixed up, and I mean mixed up. Geez.

Anyways, I think that I'm going to spend around a week in Lisbon around next week, I think. After spending almost a year there! And then I'm going to spend some time to where I go every darn year! I'm fed up with those places. I want to go somewhere else, out of this country, preferably! But, that's just me wishing. Oh, and my brother got me a book, I've been reading it bit by bit when I feel like reading, plus it's much more interesting to me since it's in english, rather than the lamortuguese. They always sound so dull and boring.

I think I've written enough. I don't know what else to add, nor remember anything to. Weird, I feel like I have a hole in my heart now. Bleh, anyways, I'm staying up the whole night today, I feel like taking a shot of the sunrise and post it here, rather than writing something lame down and place here for people to laugh. x; Anyways..

Cheers, Saki~

Edit: Right, lol. Tried to use BBCode and it didn't work. Well, at least the brackets stand out a bit, but a nice italic text sentence catches the eye more easily.

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Tag 8 people, list 'em out at the end of the post! (Too troublesome)
Notify 'em through their tagboard that they've been tagged. (Troublesome as well)

1. Who are you chatting with now?:
With Jassy, of course. <3 But, was also with my brother and Dave a while ago.

2. What do you want the most now?:
Get out of here, I want to be with someone.

3. If there was one thing- just one thing in the world that you could have, what would it be?:
I dunno, really. I just want to be with Jassy as much as I possibly can, that's just it.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?:
Not really. I just hate it when they act dumb out of not knowing what to say/do, or just when they want stuff to go their way.

5. Where do you think will be the place where you wanna be last seen?:
How am I supposed to know? oO I'll be seen last wherever that place might be.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?:
Well, yeah. There's always a place where a rainbow pops up.

7. What impossible things you would wish to do?:
To fly. that way, I wouldn't have to save money for plane trips. =x

8. What are your greatest phobia?:
Phobia? Probably to be left alone.

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?:
Nope, cause I've never broken anyone's heart nor would leave someone in the verge of doing that. Life's too precious to be wasted.

10. What if your crush asked you out?:
I dunno that. XD I've never got anyone with a crush on me. I guess that I'd just react normally and straighten things out first before agreeing with going out.

11. How many crushes have you had?
Seriously, I've only had one crush. It went haywire-gone-bad-to-worse, so. Not that easy for me to get a crush these days. Shit sucks, they say. : <

12. What feeling do you hate the most?:
I dunno, probably fear or something around being left in ignorance of what's happening.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?:
Not all, I just cherish those who I feel that play an important role in something.

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?:
Something in about.. 3 weeks? Oh well. =x

15. Who do you hope to be always there for you?:
I dunno, someone whom I trust.

16. List words that describe you?:
Rofl, I've been called so many things. : < The latter being: pervert, strange, weird, kind, soft-hearted.. I dunno, I'm sure I've been called something else. XD

17. What do you want to be in future?
I have no idea. If stuff goes right, I might end up being a translator or something.

18. When do you plan to settle down?:
I've got no clue either. I'll settle down when I'm ready to settle down. It shouldn't be in the next years tho.

19. What will you be if given a chance?
A vampire. No, lol. Well, prolly the head of some big company. That way I could help those around me more.

20. 8 tagged people:
What? Tag? No one said I'm forced to, so, no one's being tagged. Lucky you if you're reading this.